Thought I was kinda different... Meh, not so.
"You're kinda special...!", said some teacher in grade school, maybe Kindergarten. Well, gee wiz, that'll either lift your spirits, or completely crush your already bruised ego, depending on the mood you're in. As a 6 year old, I just wanted to have friends and fit in - much like any other kid. Relocating from 2 acre suburban home a few years earlier to a 250 acre farm, leaving behind a few friends & troublemakers. Funny, I still remember the name of one of the worst, always getting us in trouble ... this kid seemed to have access to everything a parent didn't want their 5 year old to grab & run off with.
Matches, Fireworks, lighter fluid - everything for burning down the small grove of trees, in an otherwise open area of the cul-de-sac. Peering out the living room window, those flashing red lights, sirens, and smoke slowly rising from that tiny dozen or so trees and brush... and faking an innocent looking 'grin', 'Wow, we did that..!'. Moving to wide open spaces, was the best thing for me, and escaping the city, before I learned how to ride a bike to get really mobile., might have saved my like.
We were 30 miles to the west. On top of a big hill, the 2nd highest elevation in that part of Wisconsin. Even though the views were extraordinary, usually the top of a hill means, there's no top-soil for growing much of anything. Rocks, poking up across the fields, like frogs in a pond, limestone rock ... everywhere, white freckles dotting the green field. By the time I actually started kindergarten, a 6 year old, going on 7, it was immediate, our family was mocked for buying the worst farmland in the county. Nobody cared about views - having 2 feet of that rich, sandy loam near the creek bottoms, that was real farmland... real wealth! Dairy Cows, Corn grew so fast on a July summer night, it'd crackle as it grew... so tall, with 4 or more ears - we were surrounded by the best, and had none of it.
The old 2-story farm house was built in the late 1800s, before insulation, a big 'cube shaped' thing, half way down the side of the eastern hill. An old roadbed crossed a deep ravine, over a cement arched bridge, up to the house, from deep in the valley. Both power and phone came up along the side of that ravine. Long abandoned, the road had many Indian stories of retreat & capture. Occasionally, we'd come across an arrowhead in the front yard.
As a pre-teen, I didn't realize any of the significance of where I lived, it was just a big, big place, with plenty to explore. The old machine shed, full of greasy dust, odd iron parts, broken off something or other - were like looking at the evolution of farming. Farmers prior to us, built what they needed, they were inventors - and we certainly lived among them. Threshing machines & baler knotters were invented by our elder neighbors... whether they were the first, who knows, farmers everywhere were busy, working iron, steel & wood into farm implements during that era. I was the luckiest kid, dragging some greasy hunk of iron into the kitchen - mom, what's this? "I think they plowed with that.. take it back to the machine shed." Naturally, I'd try it out first on a patch of bare ground - nope! It's not a plow, and return it back to the shed. So much to explore... there wasn't enough time in the summer for a 6 year old & his 5 year old brother.
As we grew older, and the livestock seemed to just 'show up', looking to be fed and watered, twice a day, more and more machinery grew up around us. Dad went to Auctions, and would come home with the strangest looking things, something with a crank, to take the kernels of corn off the cob. No, not the tractor powered version, the KID powered version - best kind there is, KID POWER! Complete with mechanical sounds, growling, sputtering, crackling, squealing - at least for the first half hour!
We mounted that thing on an old wooden box, and one by one, each cob was separated from the corn kernels... fighting over who would turn the crank, until it became so laborious, we just took turns, each doing 10 cobs before switching. A pile of corn half the size of the pile of cobs. A little disheartening to see how fast the horses, cows and goats would eat every kernel - after all that effort. But, as we learned, that's farm life, long hours of food preparation for a few minutes of feeding the animals. With eleven of us kids, it was probably viewed the same by mom - we ate like animals we fed, much to her chagrin. I was a hard life for all of us, I still marvel at how my parents even kept us fed.